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January 29 calls in darkageToday so many calls,
Chun called me to pronoun 'Cabe', Sheep called me back, Chris called me for lunch
(sorry today was busy for lunch...maybe next week some times), Halo called me for the agent's email and I called my sister telling her the free Hagaa Daz coupon. Even little calls made me happy, this is the magic of being in a darkage period.
Connect to the people I care is a magic, a tiny affection from others become a
magic, every good things amplify during the dark time and when I recognized these magics from the surrounding, the dark age has passed already. January 27 Elgar Cello Concerto - Yo Yo Maand then it is Yo Yo Ma version. The thing is it was conducted by Daniel Barenboim (Jacqueline's hasband and musics/performance accompany)in addition to 'Davidov' (Jacqueline's cello). It is weird and amazed, everything links everything made a connection from the master piece. Elgar Cello Concerto - Mr Webberohhh, then I discoveredthis clip, I recognised his face from the little screen after Jacqueline's play. Julian Lloyd Webber, my first live show or second... when I was in form 6 or 7 just before an open book exam. Was he playing Bach or Opera songs..can't remember but love him still!!! January 26 Elgar Cello Concerto昨晚差不多的時間
也在看這個短片
和靜看了她比煙火寂寞 好好睇 仲引起左我對Jacqueline的興趣 看完之后 急不及待的在youtube裡找那個真人版來看 竟然是我最喜歡的黑白片 看見他們兩人拍檔 一個女的竟然可以在大提琴上做出這麼強的共震 很厚實 很有內容的音質 很感動啊 有點眼濕濕 又放低一點點雪了 :D January 25 大衛朵夫and then I was being recalled of Davidov 「大衛朵夫」
The Davidov Stradivarius (also: Davidoff or Davydov), is an antique cello
fabricated in 1712 by Italian luthier Antonio Stradivari of Cremona. It is very similar in construction and form to the equally famed Duport Stradivarius built a year earlier and played by Mstislav Rostropovich until his death in 2007. The varnish is of a rich orange-red hue, produced with oil color glazes. Its owners have included Jacqueline du Pré, and it is currently used by Yo-Yo Ma. In 1870, it was given to Karl Davydov (1838-1889) by patron, Count
Wielhorsky at the court of Tsar, Alexander II, and it is Davydov's name the cello bears today.[1] Davydov was a Russian cellist of great renown at the time, described as the "czar of cellists" by Tchaikovsky, though far less successful as a composer. The cello body has a few marks and scratches due to mishandling from this period. After Davydov's death, the cello was sold in Paris in 1889. In 1928 it
was purchased by Herbert N. Straus, an American business executive. When he died, his widow asked New York City musical instrument dealer Rembert Wurlitzer to sell the instrument for her. In 1964 the Davydov cello was purchased for US$90,000 by Ismena Holland who in turn presented the instrument to her goddaughter, the English cellist, Jacqueline du Pré. Upon receiving the Davydov, Du Pre's instructor, William Pleeth, declared it as “one of the really great instruments of the world.” Practically all of du Pré's recordings from 1964 to 1970 were made on this instrument. By 1970, du Pré complaining of the instrument's “unpredictability,” began using a cello fabricated for her by Sergio Peresson purchased by her husband Daniel Barenboim. Cellist Yo-Yo Ma later commented, “Jackie's unbridled dark qualities went against the Davydov. You have to coax the instrument. The more you attack it, the less it returns.” The Peresson was her primary instrument for the remainder of her career. Upon her death in 1987, the Davydov was made available for use by Ma, though its current owner is not known. Ma has since performed and recorded with the instrument in Baroque music, specifically, the Simply Baroque and Simply Baroque II recordings. It was modified especially for the task of creating a more authentic sound for that era. The Davydov has subsequently been reconfigured for modern music once again. 與山葉san交談 (月光曲)之后 山葉san陪我
巴的還要一段時間練習 我們開始以月光曲對答 我一心想著 要表達d-o-n-e done done d-o-n-e 呢4個音 想起下雪先生 也沒有心悸的反應 我想那是因為山葉san接收了那份心疼 並幫我以另一個方式釋放出來 那是個低語 不停重複的三連音
由心臟底部的尖端慢慢一個小節一個小節的累積 中間有x的部分 是用來填滿心臟中間比較闊的部分 我想 如果能一口氣完成那3頁的分量 心臟應該會剛好被填滿 我解釋唔到d-o-n-e done done d-o-n-e
帶比我的衝擊 我只係覺得我好需要呢幾個音 山葉san 用低沉 輕聲 sustained 不間斷的 音色 以極慢的速度從身體的間隙潛入來 我要完成他 我要在結束之前完成他 Studio (羊家 + 姑婆日記)第一次星期四上去studio 先到了羊家吃飯 文希(唔識點寫)比我想像中可愛同乖巧 在加記洗了一個熱死人的大澡 我的反應神經對於笑的reaction time又一次被証實 之后的 January 24 Without YouWhat? is it real? It comes up with lyrics finally but not yet a singer.
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＜WITHOUT YOU＞
词：ＹＯＳＨＩＫＩ 曲：ＹＯＳＨＩＫＩ （轉載） 日文： 歩き疲れた 夜にたたずむ 走得累了 夜漸漸深
流れる涙を记忆に重ねて 淚水流下 與記憶重疊
出会いの数だけ 别れはあるけど 雖然相逢有限 也有離別
限りない时が続くと信じてた 但我相信時間無限終將繼續
伤つけ合った言叶さえ 今は抱きしめ 互相傷害的言語 擁抱著現在
振り返るだけ I feel alone
我只想回到過去
How should I love you How could I feel you Without you 数え切れない思い出が时间を 數不清的思念的時間
埋めつくす
將它掩埋
同じ时代に生まれて出会った 生在同一個時代的我們相遇了
それぞれの爱を 确かめるために 為了確定彼此的愛
I still remember 答えのない明日に 沒有回答的明天
梦を求めていた日々を 我還記得 追求夢想的每一天
限りなく広がる空に もう一度 再一次 向著無限寬廣的天空
生まれた意味 今を生きる意味を 问い挂けて 追問 生存的意義 如今還活著的意義
生きてる事が 时には辛くて 素直になれない 自分を演じてた 不能再本色的 演繹著自己
贵方を爱して 贵方に伤ついて
我愛著你 我傷害著你
爱と言う言叶の 深さに気付いた 愛這個字 我傾入了多深的感情
Do you remember 初めて出会った日の事 第一次見面那天的事情
同じ梦を见た时を 看見同一個夢想的那個時刻
限りなく広がる空にもう一度
再一次向著無限寬廣的天空
生まれた意味 追問 生存的意義
今を生きる意味を 问い挂けて 如今活著的意義
How should I love you
我該如何愛你
How could I feel you 我該怎樣才能感受到你
Without you 沒有你
终わりのない爱の诗を 今贵方に 永不結束的愛之詩 現在 為你
Even though I can’t see you anymore Your memory will live in my heart Forever As well as love does So I won’t say..good bye 2月1日呢個世界果然係充滿愛的
B頭 妳真係好有效率啊~~愛你愛你!!!!!! 現在就只有等2月1日了
仲有無人可以叫d日本朋友仔幫手嫁?
感謝大家在這個黑暗歲月裡rock me up.
感謝樹在這時候rock in 感謝msc竟然無blog到香港總部的討論區
讓我得知最新消息 昨天我還在想 下雪先生是個邪惡的人
一心想著 money is girl's best friend 今天 我笑了自己很多次
也發自內心的笑了幾次 雖然 到某幾個小節還是想起那個甜蜜得讓人害怕的宣言 但我己經想好了 想好了逃走路線 我是在逃 但我不能害怕 (唔驚又點解要逃走呢?) 唔知道...但我唔想面對 既然唔一定要面對 就唔好辛苦自己 我應該要分析下自己點解要走佬
1. 唔想見到你 再諗埋d無謂野
(理由充分 而且正面)
2. 唔想再諗番個女子有幾靚 成日同自己比較 搞到心情差晒
(我對自己好d都唔得啊夷家?!)
3. 唔想睇你表演white lie (你可能已經暗示左比我聽 但係我經常幻聽, 為左唔好再有誤會, 我選擇以后都唔聽得唔得先?!)
4. 我諗我會有段時間做唔到giocoso
(因為一去到呢d位 我就諗起你地個甜到漏既檥)
5. 我期望我走佬呢個行為會為你帶來 我所感受到的錯愕與難過
(係, 你可能唔太care, 又或者你的錯愕只是我的萬分之一; 同埋呢個係報復的一種...唔應該係
我體內出現...但係咁樣諗會讓我覺得我地平等d...唔係得我拿走晒d負面情緒) 6. 話明走佬
(我一隻字都唔會留底)
7. 你唔夠班
(我一直都在想呢個問題, 現在唔洗諗拿, 你 係 唔夠班呀)
8. 通想走佬 都係想從新開始
(我都係呀) 9. 樹在繼續
(我都係 我唔會比你整停我)
10. (諗唔到....) 希望2月1日 能夠比勇氣我
比勇氣我繼續下去
11. 我妒忌你咁快樂 對住你我會自憐點解快樂個個唔係我
(其實我應該開心d...因為你比我發現到呢個世界係有d咁恩愛既場面)
12. 對住你 我可能會出現影相恐懼症
(因為場面實在太恩愛)
結論有了
那應該不是感情 那是卑劣的妒忌
那不是我要的感情
這個 應該是這個
"爱と言う言叶の 深さに気付いた"
Sonata no 14 dedicated to a Countess to period from lovemy heart was broken and my i pod was broken too.
Kkkaka, but raymand helped me to fixed it. Thanks!!!
Everything is like roller coaster this week.
I have to finish Sonata No. 14 the first movement at the end
in order to make a good start. For the piece was originally dedicated to his pupil, 17 year old Countess Giulietta Guicciardi, with whom Beethoven had been in love. I think it is a piece to start a love story in the year of 1802 however
the story ended with his propose being rejected by the girl's father. I have a different story to tell and for me it is a piece to end a love
story and I should quit you from this Adagio sostenuto tempo and style
to turn my page to next movements with tempo at Allegretto and
Presto agitato.
It strengthens you, not weaken you, dearest finsih the first movement and
rest from it to go to the next movement with faster speed. Trust yourself,
Love you. heart break after 5 yearsI played the songs for 30 times
but still not getting any right feeling. Go on line and met Dom.
Thank you so much. Thank you so much by telling me
I was once capable. Thank you so much.
I really do not understand. I could not understand.
The very moment I saw it, it's like teasing apart.
My heart was squeezing blood. This is the most loving scene I have seen and it is the words you want to tell me. Period. It's seems every thing is period. End. Period. Period.
I do not understand. Why. I do not understand
you are the role charater in the scence but you do not imply me to stop, I do not understand...that is
why I shut up. That's why my blood is cold to most of people because I misunderstand, as always misunderstand open heart person. Everyone is going to get one, but I am not. I am thinking
maybe I will not. I do not understand but I definitely need to separate it from X. I play Moonlight, over and over again, bar by bar, note by note, phrase by phrase for 4 hours I think at that time I separted it from you. It's you who made me go that fast, it is you I am thinking
of as accompany. but no. it is not going to be like that. It seems I do not know what I am doing. It seems I forget
about that night the affection X brought to me. It seems I lost everything I worked for some time. I do not know what I could work for and what I am working. Sorry I am 25, a girl. Single. Sorry and it's 1:43am.
Thanks. Dom, thanks telling me you lost 50K in the stock
market, thanks telling me there are people in the world cherish me, at least for my capablilty of work. At least,
i know. I can work. January 22 It is not like I am losing half, becox I lost all.It is a day I put it an end for which it is the same day
the stock market fell for 2000 points. I feel like I lost all. period.
Thanks Pires' D946, Thanks Gackt's last song, Thanks Bee's Moonlight sonata
Thanks hyde's evergreen,Thanks and with love to yoshiki's new blog to bring
me alive.Love you all. Tuesday, January 22, 2008
TOKYO DOME Current mood: excited Happy New Year! Hope you had a great holiday. Sorry but I've been so busy, I haven't been able to update MySpace for a long time. Well let me get to the point…… I want to talk about X Japan….. That word "X"….. "X Japan"……I tried to forget… I tried to leave behind. I suffered with that name for so many years, but it
finally came to a conclusion…… instead of avoiding those thoughts, I decided to face it and conquer it…… Because of you….. You made me realize what I should do…
So, we will perform this coming march "03/28 and 03/30"
in the Tokyo Dome….. As X Japan. I love you,
YOSHIKI I am not feeling like I lost halfThe stock market drops like shit and link in line with my bank balance.
but I am not specially in bad feeling but rather hyperactive.
It rocks and I couldn't feel much about money.
January 21 studio 遊記靜和羅小朋友看完主題為 "嘔" 的電影回來
青著臉看著yahoo的影評
笑著為什麼影院 沒有提拱嘔吐袋及暈浪丸
高潮位 由飛行棋揭開序幕
羊和我己先后把4只飛行棋埋周 靜和羅小朋友仲有1粒係度行 點知就係呢個時候 靜擲到3個6 要返大陸 我們己經笑反肚 因為唔知點解 每次到最后都一定有人要返大陸 羅小朋友就笑得最利害啦 因為上一次3個6的先例 就係由佢打出黎 當大定繼續笑緊的時候
遊戲還是繼續著 到羅小朋友笑住咁打骰同埋行啦 點知佢掛住笑人 走過左唔識入去埋周跑道 咁傘係要行多個圈啦 佢當時係未發現到的 我諗當佢聽到我地笑到反肚再反肚的時候 才發覺有些事情唔對路,大叫:「啊呀~~~.....(自己都爆笑埋一份)」 羊打完場語錄:「羅小朋友係太愛靜,所以行多個圈陪佢傘」 xD~~~ 雖然最后都係羅小朋友嬴左 但係玩咁奈飛行棋 都係第一次見識到唔埋周gei行法 :) 我同羊繼續食邪惡的麥記
有個學生因為媽媽叫佢彈下琴 (她是上來學樂理的 沒有帶譜) 佢阿媽幫佢講 沒有譜佢都識彈的 :「彈啦..」 :「唔...」 :「彈啦...(唔記得阿媽係點講,總庂大意就係叫佢彈)」 :「唔彈啊...」 重複5次左右后 哭了 靜打完場語錄:「唔緊要,一係下次啦」 佢好似3級的時候是拿distinct的
1.唔應該因為彈唔彈的問題搞喊個女 2.佢係咪因為覺得自己一定要彈得最好 所以在沒有充足準備的情況下 唔想彈? 3.係咪要抱著呢種執著先拿到distinct? 4.我唔係好明白呢個女仔 5.因為儘管我覺得我表達不到山葉san音色的萬分之一 我還是在任何的時候 都想碰碰他 和靜和keith去了通記買佢學生d書
好多錢啊 成2千幾... 我也帶走了一本hanon :D<---愉快中 之后一齊買了好好味曲奇
發現大騙案 (清熱號只係賣12大元!!!) 外賣板前 (優點:都係咁好味,唔收加一,唔洗排隊,可以聽著自己喜歡的歌吃飯,可以慢慢閑聊, 食飽可以行下,食唔晒可以留番比羊...等等) (缺點:好唔環保...太多包裝盒, 無熱茶) 快d諗d缺點出黎啦 唔係優點太多 咁會搞到成日去食wor... 閑聊了一會大家的老師
打了(我當然係睇啦)一陣搶包遊戲 不知不覺 又12點了 正想著不如留下來 挑戰兩天不回家記錄 加上經過昨日4點 開始有點累 不久 羊又回來了 正想著 不如先休息一下 靜練習起來 d664 更加不可能走了 一段下來 原來只是2頁 聽到琴聲停住了 起身來叫嚷:「不如來多遍吧!」 之后我應該是在現場版的 d664下睡著了 那是多麼奢侈的事!!! 我聽到你們玩波子棋的聲音 想著起來
還是太累了 很好睡 幸好 除了山葉san之外你們都是女孩子 (山葉三角琴就是覺得他的音色像個男的厚實可靠 而羅小朋友係朋友的男朋友 都係女仔咁啦) 我喜歡這樣 簡單得很 January 19 X Japan 再出發LOVE NEWS With Love, January 15 a connection hub當日我們一起食晒我最喜歡的gindaco八爪魚丸 本來諗住可以和靜的學生一起打籃球 但係 老師和他的學生(一班志同道合的人)打球這個念頭 晚上我練了一會夢和愛 之后出左去食同房的生日飯 在這裡的時光 真的很快樂 January 14 神奇的教室3am和羊上到靜那裡
ohhh 大門己上銷... 要勞煩靜下來開門 我地好麻煩啊~~ 上到去大家也睡了...
仲打搞到同房要睡地下...真係唔好意思 我看著裡面的山葉 很久沒有碰了 啊 睡不著呀~ 上了一下網
終於累起來 不久 又因為太冷醒了 天亮了 可以看一點東西
看見一本 好似叫 "不想(用)上學"的書 就拿起來看畢 搞到我kakaa笑 之后收拾一下裡面的書架
把不同樂器的書 略為分開來 排得整齊一點 看見一隻新的 阿蒙 (呢隻係扎住紅色口風琴的) 配成一對 好得意啊!!!!!!! 不久靜終於起來了
話快有學生過來 各人紛紛起來 忍耐了這麼久 終於可以碰一碰山葉san 是小白ii和今個星期的愛小姐 一pat屎咁... 明惠入來了
(我本來以為她是來上課的... 但係結束係同羅小朋友去了買數學書同埋生日蛋糕) 不久 第二個女仔上左黎 見miss唔係度 走左入去練習 好好聽啊 不久靜有點驚訝 問 :「a..我沒有約你的吧? 你來練琴罷了?」 (是的, 那個5-6級的學生, 是在沒有知會miss的情況下
一個勁而上來練習的...那應該是山葉的魔力?!) 后來因為有個學生遲到了
就先跟那個女的上課 羊在呢個時侯終於清醒起來 頭髮 像極個剛起來的人 不久 又有個男的上來
那時因為在教那個不請自來的女的
男的就在外面等 剛巧同房在改簿 而羅小朋友在明惠的教導下温習 那個男的(暫且稱他為周杰倫) 也加入我們 10隻眼及實羅小朋友溫習 真係好搞笑 咁多人望住佢計一條求x,y的中二數學 佢會唔會覺得呢個數學世界係充滿關愛呢? 周杰倫的母語應該係周杰倫說的普通話
他們的語氣真的好像啊~ 輪到周杰倫上堂 一開始就 背了秘密入面一首插曲 ...(當我看不見樂譜的那一刻 真的有點驚訝) 噢 真的很周杰倫啊 在網上找譜
教起夢中的婚禮來 同房就彈起 那個比我8年前彈得要快plus順 100萬倍的版本 啊 我都好想再彈番呢首歌啊 仲有我們以熱烈掌聲作結尾的快版秘密
之后有個小朋友同埋媽媽黎左
靜就和他雙手聯彈起來 小朋友一口氣背了聖誕歌 同埋另外兩首 仲有首愛小姐的a段... 那時候我到底用了多少時間去背那一段呢?
真係唔記得 但係 我都應該背到的 最少 喜歡的 應該還可以背到的 之后我們走入課室裡
加入成為那個小朋友的recital的觀眾
佢好似唔係好緊張咁 3首下來 我們灌以熱烈的掌聲 ohhhh
看著他齒著門牙縫的笑臉 我真係覺得在呢個環境下上堂 一定會真的喜歡上音樂 之后因為還有時間
明惠也充當老師 和靜聯彈了一段給小朋友聽 以便他回家準備 不久到明惠上課
一來就是背的shubertd664 再來是mozart的k332 原來己經8級了 最初快一點的版本拍子有點亂 但係后來以慢一點的速度 感覺順很多了 勁! 之后有個樂團的主音來上課
他的鋼琴很細聲 是因為首歌他不熟悉吧 之后一首好似大聲d 我想聽他的rock n roll呀 這是個神奇教室
因為有山葉san
因為有充足的自由度練習
(那個自來女 還在這裡自俢8級樂理) 因為學生之間能夠互相交流
(大家擁有大家的msn 大家聽著別人的琴聲 大家也教著羅小朋友數學) 因為有不定期的 recital
(喜歡待在這裡的人會成為觀眾) 因為這裡也提供了8級學生的教學實習機會 因為這裡聚集了一堆有共同喜好的人 讓練習變得不那麼孤獨 讓要一個人練習的音樂 變得不那麼弧獨 January 13 fairwell龍的歡送會
清一色女仔 哈哈
呢個一定係你多年既夢(幻)想 臨暴走澳洲前 感受被女圍滿足感 咁既party組合 就只有在這個時候 才不會被人屌
因為主角大大大晒
能夠放下熟悉的一切 暴走 對我來說
已經很不簡單
一路順風啊~
也好 這樣 我, 羊 和 小桃 就有時間坐下來聊聊天
我和小桃都覺得羊很利害
我自己前幾次都一直都犯著同一個錯誤
小桃說 「但係一定有吻過不是自己喜歡的人吧?」
我本來都以為自己有
但想深一層 好像真的沒有...
我意思是 可以做好多野
但係真的沒有和不是那種喜歡的人接過吻
(....其實有一次...在ocamp裡 那是遊戲的懲罰...唔算啦)
好幾次 喝醉時 都會有人想要個吻 男的女的
但係...就係唔可以
我唔會話因為接吻是特別的
只係因為唔想 學習不是一個人閉著門的做, 走入生活去學習吧! 小不點~李連杰個節目話:
「我本來想（到佛寺）專心俢練，學習。但係大師對我咁講
"在這裡學到的東西,到外面未必實用。到生活當中學習吧, 生活本來就是一種學習的場所...」
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