This year the pace is steady but it seems i keep changing from one place to  others. And it has not finsihed yet,

one more to come. Not draining myself to think about it before it really approaches me to work with is the

way I shut from possible pressure that changes act on me. It works. Just let it come and act. Shouldn't be that hard.

 
Just finished the 2^nd, and I know I could do better whilst they kept shriving. But it is really good that we

discovered some very fundamental mistake from me I should get harder to improve. To many scores to play,

kakka kka just fucking my head up to the limit!!! I could do it, I know I could.

 

Reading some bbs last night till around 3am again, got ‘without you’(17 mins plus, dame long and story

telling), thanks again to  let me coincident in it, noticing someone teaching it for free , who ensured himself that

it should be something free for his earnest will. It gives me power to stand longer until I find accompany. I am

feeling great, yeah please keep going.

「只要熬過頭十次，你便能熬過之後十次的十次。」

 

李敏 

 

you got a million clicks every day on your website and it accumulates thousands and thousands of comments.
though i understand you may not have time to look at it, i still wish if by any chances even in 
1/18759364293842034 possibility may you involuntary read the message box and coincidentally
by luck that you click on my message and read me whom trying to reveal by word of these affectionate
and restless emotions after discovering the melody you made. I tried long to locate appropriate words to
describe myself as they are like vibrating beats rather than any materials literature could describe.

Associated with 'De Profundis', an extraordinary long letter by Oscar Wilde written to his former lover Mr.
Bosie while he was in prison, the situation seems similar but definitely i am not writing to my lover neither
or my former lover. but sure i love you (maybe it is the two-hundred-and-seventy-two time you hear 'lover 
you' today, sorry to add it to two-hundred-and-seventy-three..) and suprise by the way you touch me/ everybody
only if they possess a heart. No matter how long they have been engaged in money, desire, fame, material
and pursuing an office hours job, steady life, aiming enough money to spend; only if they still have a little
volume of heart underneath, the melody would be able to bring this tiny up and vibrates it to alarm one self
with original aims and dreams they appearently blinded by the inertia routine surrounding.

 

i made a little step today, but the feeling is weird when i compared the day back to my first try.

i am afraid of the sound nearby whilst i continued and time flew.

It's like a fool

but nothing has touched me like this. I am stiill awake every midnight since I heard it.

Every single time the music acculmuates in my ears, a different affection and attention will make.

 

 

已經是第幾次温布頓由費達拿決戰拿度?費達拿奪得了五次錦標，
那代表拿度已經輸了五次給同一個人?不只，不只五次，可以有五十次...
大滿貫的賽事，除了泥地賽，其他的都只能望著家裡，很多很多個第二的杯杯碟碟。
但還是一直繼續著

 

到底 他是怎樣想的?
他會安慰自己 我儘管在一人之下 但己經在萬人之上?

到底要被打敗多少次 才不敢再站在網球場上與同一個對手對戰

他為什麼可以這樣? 看他的樣子，雖然像個不認輸的野孩子，
但心裡到底是難過得要死吧?

昨晚的比賽就只差那麼的一點點

迫到第5局 用了拖延戰 還是不能把王者打敗

到底要多少次

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ray 寫到:  ? 選擇 ? ? 展開 ?

點解要用一個無可能改變既事實黎做比喻. 如果所有野如你所講係整定, 不如你使下唔好去考段, 你應該都會有2段

係整定我會去考, 但考唔考到係另一個整定.

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睇完呢個留言
諗左好奈...

 
咁我考唔到又係整定
咁之后又整定我會再去考
又整定左我又考唔到喎
再去考又係另一個整定

再去考---應該係我的意志
我的意志叫我再去
(我對哲學問題的組織分析能力己經大減...完全描寫唔到內容)