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8月31日 Enneagrami 4
Do not pay so much attention to your feelings; they are not a true source of support 8月27日 GRADEThere was no reply...that make me feel a little sad of aging.
Not practicing very well... and again sticked to ped things...
I can do better and I should be able to meet someone, but please get the GRADE first!!!
It was creeps... and No Power at my Right. quit the ped things plx dearrest. 8月25日 12 ppls waited outside for 2 hrs kakakaa...I am sorry I forgot the meeting with lgt...
I got a little drunk after work...and went back home after drinking.
My mother asked me if I could stay at home before 8:00 for NOW installation, withouth
any hesitation I said I could. And after a short drinking...I retruned home directly...
No idea anyway of the meeting, and the most important thing was I again forgot to bring my cell phone to let my dearest friends remind me...and only recalled it when I checked there were
18 missed calls a day for which I trust was the most intense telecom day through my life with
personal friends uptodat.
I am sorry to let 12 friends waiting for 2 hours outside the resturant, but I really want to laugh
out loud to myself without feeling bad/but sorry. I love you all not blaming me by staring me or showing your long face instead we all had small talks and bullying the receptionist.
I really enjoy the meeting. Love you all. **I would not be the table booker anymore...for the sake of my bad memory... 8月20日 A target to ensure myselfYou ask me my target and how far would I set.
Suddenly, 'A place that I belong to besides the dark studio' came out from yo. I am blank and unanswered at this very moment. Facing this disgusting daily work, I do not know what I am doing. But I would never stop this time, until I know what I am doing I will never stop.
Finally, I make my affirmation to you and code to myself before the next piece.
(that make my next piece cracked..kakka) At the end of next year.
I am afraid of making any definite plan to myself (don't wanna figure out why
I am quite scary to make plan) but thank you very much to make me sure of myself.
Love you. 8月17日 星夜QUOTE 龍應台
回到家，我把《星夜》攤開，仔細端詳。從色彩和結構來說，仿得還真像，該有的筆觸，顯然一筆都不少。如果——我將窗戶打開，讓海風吹進來，因為畫的油彩氣味還嗆鼻——如果，用科學的方法鑑定，仿畫的人功夫確實好到完全逼真，好到任何人都看不出破綻來，我是否能被這幅《星夜》感動呢？
我會被深圳畫家村的《星夜》感動嗎？換一個問法：如果科學家能把一滴眼淚裏所有的成分都複製了，包括水和鹽和氣味、溫度——他所複製的，請問，能不能被稱做一滴「眼淚」呢？ 感動我的 是創作者內在的那份熱情, 還是只是那個產物, 還是必須是因那份熱情而生的產物 ?鷢品應該也有吸引人的地方吧? 因為他也是有作者的。 故事只是讓產物更加吸引。 如果那是個一模一樣的印刷品呢? (不可能 那個筆觸是不可能的) 應該會目到 跳海 吧QUOTE 今日新閒 - 那時候我應該也在碼頭附近，如果我8D行埋駕消防車度比我聽到個阿伯咁講 梁見狀暗想此人意欲尋死，於是取手機連續按出3個「9」字，「其實我想立刻打電話報警，但又怕搞錯。豈料猶豫不夠兩分鐘，他便跳海了！」梁同時按下撥號鍵報警，「我那時很想跳落海救人，無奈警察卻不斷在電話裏詢問現場資料，加上我見到他似懂游水，一時間死不了。若他沉下去，我就肯定即時跳海啦！」他滿懷信心地說，「情況在我控制之內！」 此時，一名在附近釣魚的姓鄭男子，見吳在海裏載浮載沉，「哪有人背背囊冒大雨游泳？我猜他多數是跌落海。」於是取來一個救生圈，扔到海裏讓吳抓住。未幾，在碼頭負責潛水工程的40歲姓蕭工人，以及兩名巡警先後趕至，跳落海中將吳救上岸。 蕭後來曾問吳何以尋死，對方卻答謂﹕「我不小心跌落海……」吳經送院後並無大礙，多名參與救人的熱心人均感到欣慰。 8月15日 野に咲く花のように 歌詞決して負けずに強く咲きたい 僕たちはいつの日にか またこの場所で出逢うその日まで 野に咲いた花のように 決して負けずに強く咲きたい 決して負けずに強く咲きたい 咲きたい…
8月9日 MoonBefore reading his autobiography, I hate the concept of Audience, I do not
But after Moon, it seems I relief a little… the performers are not Sun, they do 8月8日 an interesting reading in officeQUOTE
From when I was very young, I had been searching for a place where I could belong. I wanted this place to
not be a copy of anyone else's place. But above everything was the problem of money. Money is a dreadful thing. I learned all about this when I
was working as a host [note: from earlier chapters; Gackt worked as a host and dealer in a casino]. Suddenly, if you gain a whole lot of it, you'll pass into the phase of not caring about the value of anything. For example, there are people who have a lifestyle of 150,000 yen a month. Lunch is 500 yen, dinner is 1000 yen,
and occasionally they'll spend 3,000 on some splurge. But then, one night when they wake up, it suddenly doubles by a hundred and they end up making an income of 15,000,000 yen a month…what happens then? The value of everything is about 1/100th now. The 500 yen daily meal special feels like 5 yen. If that's the case,
then spending 3000 yen every day on dinner is all right, isn't it? That's how people think. However, the 3000 yen that you feel like you're spending at that time is really 300,000 yen. Whenever you suddenly acquire lots of money, that feeling is always near. From the price on the price tag,
you feel like just removing two zeros from it. If a 28,000 yen shirt seems like it's 280 yen, then spending money is normal. When I was in Kyoto, my sense of finance went a little crazy, and I developed a habit of buying everything.
I was in the mindset of "it's ok, it's ok, I've got money." However, as this happens, your circle of friends changes. Your friends up till now pull away completely, and the people left behind are those whose only purpose in life is money. If you earn money, a feeling of "won't some misfortune happen to me?" will spring up. However, that's not the case.
Not being able to let go of the mindset of earning money is what makes you an unhappy person. Money wakes a strange sense, like a gush of hot water, and those who don't have it don't think about it at all. After I went to Tokyo, I quit being a host and a dealer. Naturally, I quickly ran out of money. "Are?" I said.
I was completely broke. At that time, I couldn't believe it. When I saw what was left of my bank deposit, it was such a strange feeling that I thought, "I've got to have been robbed by someone!" I didn't stop thinking about 30,000 yen shirts as 300 yen, but those 300 yen I wasn't even earning… As a little time goes by, you return with bitterness and regret to the source of that feeling. And then, you begin
to reflect and say "what a stupid idiot I was!" Money makes people crazy. In truth, I was just driven crazy by my own selfishness.
Denying that would be easy. Thinking about it, denying it, becoming nothing. It doesn't take a great effort to do that.
There would be no meaning in living. Certainly, humans may be the guns of the world. If that's true, in order to become something else, won't we have to struggle harder? Not only thinking about it, acting it out, experiencing it, we begin to see the things that are wrong. Isn't that the meaning of being born on this earth? When the power of thoughts meets the power of action, a result is born. That is what I think.
Even so, the act of picking up one foot and taking a step forward requires an insane amount of courage.
However, if you want to leave this darkness that much, it is possible for your feet to take a step onto the path illuminated by the moon. In short, the one who advances forward is, in the end, you. It is you!
In the people who watch my concerts and listen to my music, it is all right if even a
single person understands that. I will be happy if that person starts walking forward with his or her own courage. I am the moon. I dimly light the road, and the only thing I can do is point it out to you.
But when you all take that one step forward, I will gently, quietly watch over you.
I don't want people to exist in vain. I want people to live their lives to the fullest.
I don't want them to throw away any possibilities they may have. Isn't that way of thinking because people's lives are so short? Cicadas Life CycleIn the common name,13-and 17-year applies to the developmental period required for the nymphs to reach adulthood. Adults start appearing in Virginia in early May with numbers peaking in early June. Numbers decline by late June and most cicadas are gone by July. Periodical cicadas emerge in specific locations once every 17 years in most of Virginia. In some of the southern counties there are periodical cicadas that emerge once every 13 years. There are seventeen broods of the 17-year cicada and thirteen broods of the 13-year cicada. Every year they will emerge somewhere in the state. Some counties have several broods in different locations. Massive brood emergence is believed to overwhelm predators, which are mostly birds.
Immature periodical cicadas (nymphs) develop underground and feed on sap from plant roots. After 13 or 17 years below ground, mature nymphs construct a mud turret called a cicada hut and emerge from the soil and climb onto nearby vegetation or any vertical surface. They then molt to the winged adult stage. Their shed outer skins or "exoskeletons" are frequently found attached to tree trunks and twigs. The emergence is often tightly synchronized, with most adults appearing within a few nights. Adult cicadas live for only two to four weeks. During this short time, they feed relatively little and do not cause any severe damage as they feed. Male cicadas sing by vibrating membranes on the sides of the first abdominal segment. Male courtship songs attract females for mating. Females are silent. After mating, females lay their small eggs in twigs 1/4 to 1/2 inch in diameter. The female's ovipositor slices into the wood and deposits the eggs. One to several dozen eggs can be laid in one branch, with up to 400 eggs being laid by each female in 40 to 50 sites. Cicada eggs remain in the twigs for six to ten weeks before hatching. The nymphs do not feed on the twigs. The newly hatched, ant-like nymphs fall to the ground where they burrow 6 to 18 inches underground to feed.
****isn't it lovely enough?! 17 years for 2 weeks....
CicadaWatched "Cicada' yesterday, really love that pronouciation of the word. and I love the story too
and i think i am becoming a cicada advocator. every summer they scream so loud outside my window
and i am going to love them. kakakkaka so ironic.
they rest until the time comes.
but i work until the time comes.
really love that clippppppppp sooo much~~~ can't share more about it...sorry..
8月7日 以自己力量擁有的 不打擾別人的 伴兒上個週末都在整理房間 很喜歡那整理后空空的房間 沒有東西阻礙視線 感覺好舒暢~ 但是整理房間的真正目的 8月6日 Goodbye EdelsteinIt was so heavy that I have to use all my body effort to push it out from my room, with some assistance from dad (like last time when I was clipping the canvas). How long did she stay with me? Since 1999, probably? Really feel a bit sad when I saw her standing in the middle of the living room, shut and old and scratched. I wasted her since I possessed her, trying to mourn over her withdrawal and hope she could continue her journey with a better master than rest in landfill. I am sorry and I Love you dearrest
P.S. You keep me going everytime I think of you. Though it may source from my sorry, but anyway, everytime I recall you, i would not stop working! clamorsIt was a disaster. Still shriving and all clamors came out.
I hate that part of me and i should change it!!!!!!! 8月2日 tune it backTrying to tune it back and the nice craftsman said it is Chinese made and difficult/costly to repair it rather than just tuning it. It is my pleasure to meet a craftsman like him though we have not actually met each other but it sounds he is happy and great and busy too. Kakakaka |
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