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9月28日

穆斯林大餐廳


今天起又要過返d忙碌的上課生活
這幾天突然累起來
是因為很久沒有跑步的關係嗎?
回想之前一個星期上四日堂的生活...
哈哈..都唔記得左d日子係點過既~
 
前天和北京同人上大陸吃新疆菜 (很齊人啊~~~ 只有雲杰沒有出席)
一行人坐火車 上公車 爭野食 在太平洋hea
穆斯林hotel入面的穆斯林大餐廳真係好好食
90%達到北京那時候吃的風味
在南方能夠吃一個正宗伴面 大盆雞+扁面底 和 羊排 實在是一大驚喜
加埋我地完全沒有退步的爭食行為
太快樂了~
 
通常和你們去完旅行 就會好像充了電一樣
玩夠了 充電了再精精神神的去工作
但中秋節翌日那天...
我第一次 (是第一次嗎?)係完結之前 好想繼續留係大陸和你們玩個瘋的
9月25日

Li Yundi

Mr Li has a new book published, a book written by other regarding his views on musics
and other's views on his musics. Demonstrated in a sequence time line from his childhood
to 18 adult.(that's where I stopped last night)

I was thinking to finished it in bookstore during lunch hour, trying to aviod being dejected
by other's glorious if I did not take the book to my shelf. But I was too interested by the chapter
on Steinway & Sons. The scene he started playing in a Germen craftsman workshop with so many
highly profession technicians and so many raw and unfinished pianos sitting around as audience.
It seems the unfinished pianos would start to tune themselves when the room was occupied by
his musics. It seems all the raw pianos sitting at the same room would perform better since thereafter.

He got many bronze metals to reach the golden. And the gold he never aimed himself to was awarded to
him after 15 years' vacancy. He works on the pieces, trying to communicate with the composer and talk
with the music to sing in piano. This was his origin aim.

It seems I understand why I always not trying to aim myself. Because it used to be the origin aim.

 
9月19日

比較

其實日間的精神也不是太好
沒事情的大部份時間
身體應該是在開著眼休眠
每個人在日間來電的時候
第一句會問:
「你剛睡醒麼?」 或
「你在睡覺麼?」
 
哈哈....真的 10個電話有8個都會咁問
 
我沒有。 眼睛一直是開著的
 
今天的工作竟然 感到一點點壓力 一點點力不從心
不能太hea啊你
 
昨天 也是... 要多點時間才行
昨晚 應該有花了1個小時以上的時間
但還是沒有個水準
真的很想問 別人也是這樣嗎?
 
是的 是的
我是自己和自己競賽
知道別人怎樣的可以讓我變得更好嗎? 不可以
只有繼續下去才可以讓我變得更好
把時間花在與別人比較太浪費了
把時間花在自己身上 work on it
我知道 我還可以表現得更好
 
9月17日

4小時

昨日去了澳門
威尼斯人裡面個賭場好大個
突然好似會見到多賭神
或很多神偷咁
身處在荷里活電影裡
興奮~
回家只是看到一節千秋王子
就上網找找有沒有下載...
咁又出事拿

發現了網上觀看的連結
一口氣由第6集看到大結局...
又一天4點才睡
很喜歡現在的自己
因為一天只需要睡上4個小時
一個星期可以維持4-5日
樣子好像有點殘了
但我的精神很好
很喜歡那個睡上4小時也能保持精神的體質
很喜歡多出來的幾個小時
感覺就是 沒有浪費
...雖然花了很多時間在奈那裡...
正在戒掉...多得昨天一口氣的6集
第一日克制到自己~ 
9月14日

do it

QUOTE Jihaku
First of all, there are things that you believe you can do yourself. Things that you think
you want to do. If you think you can do them, you prepare yourself for it and then you do it.
If you can do everything, then go ahead and do it all.

 
9月12日

160K watch

My sister said uncle bought the watch...I have not seen it yet....
it is difficult to imagine wearing this to go fishing...

and if I have it... would I quit my job?....no....not now....
I will still be working even I have this, becuase I did not get prepared.
I should have enough time to save it as I need quite some time to prepare it.
kakkakka...but 160K...would make everything easier...

Though it's no harm if I don't have...


substandard but happy

 Last night I slept at eight sth...a collapse after few days three a.m. life.
was it the first day I did not have a little touch of CLP?
 
the 8th was substandard but happy. I could not play half of them...
Maybe there are so many students like me who fancy on it
don't get distracted honey, you don't have time to have lengthy conversation
in imagination. especially when Wednesday and Friday classes are approaching.

Chi Cha

My sister told me one of our friends is going to England for an Art Therapy Master course.
She did not have proper arts class before but she got the offer among thousands of
competitors. Aiming herself to work a few years overseas and return to Hong Kong to start
her workshop on art therapy. She starts late but she want to do it and she know she can
do it and prepare it and then DO it. I love I heard this.
 
Before I was wondering, why there is a song singing so honestly "How wonderful life is
while you're in the world " when everybody's (my) life seems so insignificant and harsh
and meaningless. But it seems I start to have a litte understanding on that harmonary,
I am preparing it and then DO it.
 
I discovered "evergreen" yesterday, it's poetic as he always present to me.
It seems I start to become green again...before I thought I suddenly got aging...
It's terrible...
 
and then "my heart draws a dream" showed up...the live clip scared me
a little...but the studio version and Korean version were really fine, wide range
of vocal, a lot a lot of things inside I could not discode them. What I could do
is bombarded by them, jump up and down. His voice seems predominating the rich
background but makes all circulating around.  
9月10日

nsan

I disgust myself to continue someting that hurt you especially when I Know you have
finally let it parted you since last year and began the position you aimmed from the
very soul.
I am one of the people who distort you...they were not real...you were put to the
situation. They were image only, they were not real. The fake image would continue
to distort your poeticize soul.
 
Though it looks so real, I would not take anymore from this molding image.
Quit it, dearrest. you don' t have time to hurt people like this.
 
 

Bagoas

Saw a clip it visualised Bagoas. It is so shock to watch how a Persian looks like.
He was dancing so erotically but at the same time lusty.
Fully presenting every words in the book on the discription for his innocence, skinny,
exotic, curious, charming nature for which Alexander spent quite a portion of time with. 
 
Just knew this film was a failiure and criticised by many historians and film makers...
Alexander were portiated based on a fiction which was an inaccurate depiction of history.

9月6日

Friends -Beijing

The feeling is really Happy after meeting you alls. 
 
Though I found difficult when I heard J bought so many earning stocks and difficult again
when I met H with notes and new career and a bit difficult to hear S and J got salaries
increment and difficult to hear V & Y mumering about their job which being called on
Saturday off. And difficult when you all joining the gig for the Beijing trip 2008 which
I was not activated to imagine our time... and difficult when I heard L said I was changed.

After meeting my ex-Manager, I was again alarmed to confuse of what I am doing after exploring
more on
what other's doing arround. I do not know, other than this short check point, I do not
know what I aim at...or most of time...it seems I am afraid to aim at something.
 
Why I am not taking the chance to make money and work what I could work best for which
I could achieve in a easier sense. When the opportunies come to you to make money with
something you could also find sense
of content, why I flee from it and work on something with no
secure. I may fail at the end when I am not making money and I am nothing at all in the aspect of
the thing I am doing. I do not know what I could work for it, I do not know what I could work out,
I am not able to aim as I am afriad to fall and fail.
 
But I am not going to stop this time. Never this time. When you passed it ten times, you could
pass another then times.
 
I found different again among gang, because we do not have time to merge and make our base
stronger. But I do Love our time, trust me, I love all the time we spent together.
 
Love, I